Tuesday, July 20, 2004

This will be my last entry.

I'm abandoning my blog. Yes people, cry. I know it's only been in use for a couple of months but we all know Heike and her really short attention span. Unfortunately, I've lost all interest in blogging too.

It's stupid, really. Blogs. Too many have told the whole world how utterly depressed they are. How broken they are inside. How they always 'wish to be dead'. Oh yes, the ones who scream 'attention! I need attention! Shower me with it!' And when they do get the attention they were so deprived of, act all nonchalant about it. 'No I’m strong. I won't cry. I'm all depressed and I crave the attention, but I won't show it because I'm STRONG!' If you want the attention, just ask for it dammit.

Then, we have the Deep Thinkers. Ah yes, it's amazing how deep and insightful one can get on the World Wide Web and appear so (dare I say 'dumb'?) in the flesh. Guess light does travel faster than sound. Might explain why some people appear bright until they actually do speak.

Not to mention, the bitching. John says this. Tom feels insulted. Tom blogs about how ugly and stupid John is. John retaliates. Tom retaliates. Back to John. Tom. John. Honestly people, what's the point? Nothing comes out of it, well, perhaps only more hatred and maybe a cramp in your fingers.

Yes, that is just what most blogs are now for: for everyone to read, for publicity, for sympathy. A place to wear your grief and pain as a badge for all to see. Kinda like Orsino no? Once again, what is the point?!

Anyway, the thing about some blogs is that they're just so damn artificial, attention seeking and stupid. Disturbing I think. Shudder.

Like I said, it's stupid, really. I'm pulling myself out before I morph into an attention-craved, deeply shallow, tormented psychopath. To all my fans out there: continue dying for me! 20 000 already have!

One more thing, Daryl, sorry for wasting your time setting this up, Gab, you were right! And Christian, you were right too!

So yes (unless for some miracle of a reason), http://heik.blogspot.com is no more. Tissue anyone?

heike blogged @4:23 PM